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Originally posted on Hometown glory:

I hope the sun shines brighter tomorrow
Than it did today
I hope the road looks easier tomorrow
Than it did yesterday
I hope your heart feels lighter tomorrow
Than it did before
I hope your problems are smaller tomorrow
Than they used to be
I hope your faith is stronger tomorrow
Than it was a while ago
I hope your hope keeps living tomorrow
To make it through yet another day

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Oh well, well.

I make a big deal out of everything, ’cause I feel like if people do some thing towards other people but not towards me then they probably must be thinking that I am not worth it or something. An example: whenever I see some friends having commented on another friend’s picture but never do on mine, makes me feel less important. I know it is ridiculous, but I feel like they are not commenting ’cause they wouldn’t know what to comment, ’cause you know I am ugly. Or I don’t know they might be thinking that I am not good or special enough to comment on. 

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My trip to England Day 1!!!!!!! (this is gonna a long post sorry sorry sorry)

So, last week I’ve been on a school trip to England which was awesome. England is so beautiful and I miss it already. It just sucks that I live in the Netherlands while I rather would want to live in England. I was a bit nervous though, ’cause we had to stay in a host family (or at a host family (I’m not sure)). The host family was muslim which made me really relieved, ‘Cause I’m a muslim too and as a muslim you’re not allowed to eat all kinds of meat and also other rules and she knew all of them so that made the stay much easier. 

The whole trip started in the morning, we had to be at school around 6:00 am, guess who was late? Yep, me. When I woke up it was 6:06 am and I started stressing. I was so mad at myself that I hadn’t hear my alarm? So the first thing I did, or actually my mom did, was calling one of the teachers, they said we had to meet them in another city near by the city I live in and where my school is set in. So my dad drove me to that city and I was all shaking. The moment I saw the bus I started running and because of my baggage I probably looked like a penguin who’s trying to run. My teacher walked out of the bus and took my baggage and looked at me with a look that said ‘Girl, you’re not being really smart’ then she asked me why I was so late and I had to explain that I went too late to sleep and that’s why. I still was shaking and then started crying, ’cause I was so scared that I wouldn’t make it. Fortunately, my teacher was being sweet and I walked into the bus and sat next to my best friend and continued crying. I was looking forward to this trip for 3 years and it would have made me so sad if I wasn’t there at time. So, I felt really embarrassed (I still do) and I felt like everyone was looking at me :(.  During the we probably spent most of our time in the bus ’cause we had to be driven everywhere. It took like 8 hours to go to England. When we were finally in England we still had to drive to dover SIGH!!!!!!

Day 1: So, as I told when we were in England we still had to drive to dover. When we were finally in dover we went to the White Cliffs. Which were much more beautiful then I thought. I really enjoyed my time over there and also took a lot of pictures with my phone ’cause my camera decided to be a bitch. My camera didn’t work the whole trip, but luckily my phone has a good camera quality :D. After the white cliffs we went to Canterbury, which was a really cute place and I bought some souvenirs (already) for my siblings (who weren’t that grateful). After Canterbury we went to Chatham, where our host families were. Our host family was unfortunately too late and my teacher said that she thought it was funny that I had to wait because I was the one who was too late for the bus in the morning (so funny!! isn’t it). FINALLY our host family was there, it was actually one woman. Her name was Nour, I am not sure if it is spelled this way and I can’t ask her either so yeah I’ll just spell it this way. Who cares anyway! She was really sweet and she tried to start a conversation, but we all were too tired to actually keep talking. The moment we got to her home I wanted to sleep immediately, but we had to have dinner first. Also we met two of her children, a boy and a girl. I guess the both are around twenty years old? I don’t really remember what happened after dinner. My friends and I brushed our teeth and then went to sleep I guess. We all were really tired and I looked really forward to the next day, so that’s why I wanted to sleep as soon as possible.  

This was day 1 (yay!!!!) I’ll make posts about the other days later on, ’cause I am too tired right now. I am being really lazy these days, oops. 

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I guess he might like me too though. I caught him looking at me two times today. weeeh weeeh.